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I , Phantom, formerly known as tnt_master03, am going to be gone for a while. I am not sure how long, but at least until Helper Aps are back. Why am I leaving? Because of the people like Mickeyguy2, who see me, pick me out of the crowd, and draw a bullseye on my face. Because anything I had done had failed, any movement was squashed. Perhaps I was wrong about a few things about people on this server, and I took the fall for those mistakes. There were also things that affected me irl. Things that tried to shape me. I decided taking a break from CL might lower my overall stress.

Edit: I will be active on the IRC and Forum. Also, for the loyal friends, ( you know who you are), don't take it on yourselves. I had a bad string of luck and got myself some enemies. Some I irl originated from friends I trusted. I came to CL because it was my safe place. A place where I can be with friends and not worry about the crazy ash bs I got myself into irl. But when I was targeted here, I made this decision.

Phantom Out.

PhantomAtLarge wrote:I am going to be gone for a while. I am not sure how long, but at least until Helper Aps are back. Why am I leaving? Because of the people like Mickeyguy2, who see me, pick me out of the crowd, and draw a bullseye on my face. Because anything I had done had failed, any movement was squashed. Perhaps I was wrong about a few things about people on this server, and I took the fall for those mistakes.

Phantom Out.

Why would you listen to anything Thor says?

Kye wrote:

PhantomAtLarge wrote:I am going to be gone for a while. I am not sure how long, but at least until Helper Aps are back. Why am I leaving? Because of the people like Mickeyguy2, who see me, pick me out of the crowd, and draw a bullseye on my face. Because anything I had done had failed, any movement was squashed. Perhaps I was wrong about a few things about people on this server, and I took the fall for those mistakes.

Phantom Out.

Why would you listen to anything Thor says?

Exactly. He's basically the number one person to not take seriously here.

Fair point, but he is not the only factor in this. There are certain factors irl that caused me to snap.

Well good luck, and shame on people who randomly troll others into leaving. Hope you come back one day!

Thank you Banana.

Yeah we all know Thor is an arsehole. See ya soon!

Thank you Adam as well.

[quote="PhantomAtLarge" am going to be gone for a while. I am not sure how long, but at least until Helper Aps are back.[/quote]

Im sorry but if youre hoping to be a helper this post will lower your chance pretty good. or alot.

im sorry you leave the server for now.

moomon wrote:[quote="PhantomAtLarge" am going to be gone for a while. I am not sure how long, but at least until Helper Aps are back.

Im sorry but if youre hoping to be a helper this post will lower your chance pretty good. or alot.

im sorry you leave the server for now.[/quote]
A. Until the Helper Aps are back, the Helper situation is not even part of the equation, nor is it the worst of my worries.

B. My choice to take a break is only because I need to minimize my stress until I can manage it on my own. A Helper campaign setback is inconvenient, because with out this break, I would continue to break down. I need to get these things straight, as they are extremely important for my mental well being. But my hopes are that stress is not the only thing I will get straight. I hope that when I come out of this break, you will see a calmer, cool headed Helper Applicant that will be able to control his emotions with more ease. And, like I said before, if I don't solve this stress issue, I will be torn apart and go into a separated state, as has been shown by other victims of my predicament. As we all know, a Helper Ap who ignores the world around him never gets the possition.